theoretically verses practically

emotionally I am trying to walk away... instead of actually walking away. maybe i should stop living in my head, and start living in this world. instead of thinking things out, making pointless decissions i'll never follow through with and promising myself it will be ok... instead of that i should simply put one foot in front of the other and start physically walking away. mentally and emotionally i can only do so much.. without physically trying i'm not gonna get myself anywhere.

emotionally you are hanging on, when you are being pushed away.

emotionally i can think to let go, but i know it's harder then that.

emotionally you're a wreck, although physically you hold yourself tall

emotionally i'm a wreck although physically i hold myself tall

emotionally we are all hurting, and all laughing and all getting the most out of every aspect of life.
how come there's such a big difference between emotions... and physicals? I wonder... if i can walk away... start looking somewhere else... if emotionally i will let go... finally. it's wierd... that i'd kinda given in to the feelings... figured i couldn't get out now. and just gone with it. but after a conversation... these feelings might not be what they are... perhaps they're just me needing someone there... maybe it's just a wierd trick of my mind... meaning i can let go. i can find a way out and i can be happy to want a way out i don't need to stay where i am. it's started me thinking completely differently... i like it :)