I really don't know what I want to say, or to whom I wish to say it. But I feel like I have to say something, though I know some people wish I wouldn't.
I s'pose learning more about what love is and how it can be can do these things to a person.
And this isn't romantic, someone else has already captured that side of my love. This isn't brotherly, I'm not comfortable with you like that. This isn't a love you'd have for a cute cuddly little animal... I don't see you as cute and cuddly sorry.
nevertheless... it's something.
I don't love you, but you hold some string that's attached to me somewhere very central. And every now and then, a little tug from you sends me flailing... and I don't know why I let you?
I'd like to see you be like everyone else. Commit me to your memory... and leave me as only that. I'd like to see you go off, be happy... forget about me. But I wish you wouldn't each time I see you go to do so. And I don't know why I care.
I'm not being proud I promise. I have admirers and mostly they tire me or upset me. I don't really care for compliments or anything unless they come from certain people. So please don't think for one second I miss the attentions only.
Once upon a time it upset me because I thought you were bullshit like every other guy. But after this time I s'pose I was wrong. You do flit though... which is normal and I'm happy about that :P
This had to be said. Not that I said or clarified much... pay no attention. Just go out and find that looker you've been needing for awhile now. I hope for your sake she's pretty so you can describe her as so :P I hope she loves you and doesn't play you or leave you or bullshit you.
I hope she's nothing like me, I imagine I'd destroy you
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how
how do I stop seeing you as shallow.
How do I just make you go away
How do I stop caring about things you say
How do I work out what I want from you
How is it so easy to leave me
How do I just make you go away
How do I stop caring about things you say
How do I work out what I want from you
How is it so easy to leave me
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man of the day
Gosh I love a man who looks spastic in a suit
And who steals from the rich and gives to the poor
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Just a thought #6
A picture that makes me happy.
I'm sure there are many, but the first that comes to mind is the small strip of photos I have with Pat and Ryan from our trip to the photobooth. We look so happy and it was such a fun time :P It's just a happy sort of brilliance
I'm sure there are many, but the first that comes to mind is the small strip of photos I have with Pat and Ryan from our trip to the photobooth. We look so happy and it was such a fun time :P It's just a happy sort of brilliance
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man of the day
Gosh I REALLY love those men with the model looks
Who finally became sexy after puberty :P
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man of the day
And who's not afraid to express himself
In a sexy way:P
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just a thought #6
Well todays is whatever tickles my fancy. I'm going to skip it,
Kthnxbai
Kthnxbai
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Just a thought $5
So... this is actually yesterdays challenge.. but I wanted to put it off and then I fell asleep and so it ended. But yeah, I'm not going to choose a favourite quote because quotes are so amazing to me and I couldn't choose just one because it's like choosing a motto for my life and I have so many. I get emailed a quote everyday in fact so that I always have a new meaningful quote :P so sorry
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what is it?
What is beauty, and how do I achieve it.
What is heartbreak, and how do I avoid it.
What is love, and how do I draw it to me.
What is friendship, and how do I maintain it.
What's a scene, and how do I create one.
Why is beauty in the eye of the beholder... and how do I make you see me.
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What is heartbreak, and how do I avoid it.
What is love, and how do I draw it to me.
What is friendship, and how do I maintain it.
What's a scene, and how do I create one.
Why is beauty in the eye of the beholder... and how do I make you see me.
?
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man of the day
Gosh I love a man who loves to laugh
And has a sort of, Godliness to him :P
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no one cares
No one cares, no one cares what you do.
Why have I stopped caring, when did I start crying... I can't go a whole fricking day without crying now... I used to pride myself on never crying and now I feel like my world is falling apart. Little things like food, gone. Big things like being able to sleep through the night, walk in a straight line cause your head isn't dizzy and to not die whenever your stomach is upset.
Energy gone -_-... I would like to give up, I won't of course. I'll just keep complaining until I get the balls to shut up and keep going. I just want someone to tell me, this is what's wrong with you, this is what we're going to do and this is when you'll feel better again. And until that happens I just want someone to cuddle up to me and say, "it's going to be ok you know whatever happens we can work through it you're ok and I couldn't love you any other way"
Why have I stopped caring, when did I start crying... I can't go a whole fricking day without crying now... I used to pride myself on never crying and now I feel like my world is falling apart. Little things like food, gone. Big things like being able to sleep through the night, walk in a straight line cause your head isn't dizzy and to not die whenever your stomach is upset.
Energy gone -_-... I would like to give up, I won't of course. I'll just keep complaining until I get the balls to shut up and keep going. I just want someone to tell me, this is what's wrong with you, this is what we're going to do and this is when you'll feel better again. And until that happens I just want someone to cuddle up to me and say, "it's going to be ok you know whatever happens we can work through it you're ok and I couldn't love you any other way"
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Just a thought #4
Favourite Book,
Well I can definately safely say it isn't the road.
hmm I'm torn, again, between; Prophecy of the Gems, Lady Knight and something classicy like narnia stories or little women oh man I do not knoww I love books way too much. A story is a wonderful thing :D
Well I can definately safely say it isn't the road.
hmm I'm torn, again, between; Prophecy of the Gems, Lady Knight and something classicy like narnia stories or little women oh man I do not knoww I love books way too much. A story is a wonderful thing :D
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man of the day
Gosh I love a man who knows how to have fun
And enjoys short naps :P
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Bored
I felt that my blog was getting a little dull and having those photos of my man of the day was starting to make it look funky :D so... you're now going to have to put up with random photos of the day as well... this is really my photo of the yesterday but it's so awesome I think it can count for two days :D Also I would like it to be noted that this photograph was taken in the middle of the food court at the shopping centre... before I threw my drink on the floor, and I think that makes it a little more awesome :D
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Just a thought #3
My favourite television program...
Oh dear, I really don't know my favourite anythings, this was probably a bad challenge for me :S
I'm quite torn between Glee, The Nanny and I Dream of Jeannie, oh oh oh and Dr Who can't forget my man of the day for yesterday!
That's about it for that :)
Oh dear, I really don't know my favourite anythings, this was probably a bad challenge for me :S
I'm quite torn between Glee, The Nanny and I Dream of Jeannie, oh oh oh and Dr Who can't forget my man of the day for yesterday!
That's about it for that :)
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man of the day
Gosh I love an athletic man
With a gorgeous face
Just look at that staree
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Just a thought #2
My favourite movie.
Ah yes, indecisive me is being asked to pick my favourite things -_-.
I think as of recently Moulin Rouge may have become my favourite movie. Maybe because of memories tied to it. Maybe because of that day, maybe because of the play... I don't know. I love a lot of movies but Moulin Rouge is just a little bit special :P
Yes it's definately tied to a memory, but I'll keep that memory for myself instead of blubbing on about something so insignificant here :P
Ah yes, indecisive me is being asked to pick my favourite things -_-.
I think as of recently Moulin Rouge may have become my favourite movie. Maybe because of memories tied to it. Maybe because of that day, maybe because of the play... I don't know. I love a lot of movies but Moulin Rouge is just a little bit special :P
Yes it's definately tied to a memory, but I'll keep that memory for myself instead of blubbing on about something so insignificant here :P
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Just a thought #1
My favourite song.
I believe they may have started with the most difficult one for me. My world wouldn't be the place it is without music and so I will find it very hard to choose just one song that sits up above the rest.
I know one song that has touched my heart and stayed there, stronger then any others... I don't know if it's my favourite but it's certaintly something.
Remember Me This Way - Jordan Hill
I imagine this song means many different songs to me now and could be sung to many different people from me. But it originated from my friend Ash. One day... not any different to any other time we hung out, we were watching Casper. I can't remember which one but there you go... Casper (L) And the last scene, at the dance, before Casper has to return to being a ghost he dances with Kat and this song is playing through the speakers.
Ash kissed me and he told me we must always remember each other this way, especially when we are old and have lost all of our 'jollyness'. I s'pose this is where I should say that was ironic... but all I can say is that that song has somehow always stayed with me.
There are many more songs that mean something to me, Seasons of Love pops into my mind but I won't waste this blog mentioning them all.
I believe they may have started with the most difficult one for me. My world wouldn't be the place it is without music and so I will find it very hard to choose just one song that sits up above the rest.
I know one song that has touched my heart and stayed there, stronger then any others... I don't know if it's my favourite but it's certaintly something.
Remember Me This Way - Jordan Hill
I imagine this song means many different songs to me now and could be sung to many different people from me. But it originated from my friend Ash. One day... not any different to any other time we hung out, we were watching Casper. I can't remember which one but there you go... Casper (L) And the last scene, at the dance, before Casper has to return to being a ghost he dances with Kat and this song is playing through the speakers.
Ash kissed me and he told me we must always remember each other this way, especially when we are old and have lost all of our 'jollyness'. I s'pose this is where I should say that was ironic... but all I can say is that that song has somehow always stayed with me.
There are many more songs that mean something to me, Seasons of Love pops into my mind but I won't waste this blog mentioning them all.
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New beginnings
So, I've managed to finish my 30 day letter challenge so I've decided to start a new 30 day challenge... It's just about blogging, not letters to anyone... probably just about describing each thingo... not sure didn't find any instructions. But we'll see how we go :)
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Sentimental Moments #30
Deay My Reflection In The Mirror.
I think this about says it all.
There's a girl in my mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her, sometimes I really wish I did. There's a story in her eyes lullabys and goodbyes when she's looking back at meI can tell her heart is broken easily. Cause the girl in my mirror is crying tonight, and there's nothing I can tell her to make her feel alright. If I could I woudl tell her, not to be afraid. The pain that she's feeling, the sense of lonliness will fade so dry your tears and rest assured love will find you like before, when she's looking back at me, I know nothing really works that easily.
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don't know? Somehow I cannot hide who I am though I've tried when will my reflection show Who I am inside?
I think this about says it all.
There's a girl in my mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her, sometimes I really wish I did. There's a story in her eyes lullabys and goodbyes when she's looking back at meI can tell her heart is broken easily. Cause the girl in my mirror is crying tonight, and there's nothing I can tell her to make her feel alright. If I could I woudl tell her, not to be afraid. The pain that she's feeling, the sense of lonliness will fade so dry your tears and rest assured love will find you like before, when she's looking back at me, I know nothing really works that easily.
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don't know? Somehow I cannot hide who I am though I've tried when will my reflection show Who I am inside?
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Sentimental Moments #29
Dear Person I Want To Tell Everything Too But Am Too Afraid To,
Dear you again,
I'd love to tell you everything... I'd love to share that sort of relationship with you. I probably could talk to you about almost anything but I could never tell you out right how I felt without some proof that I won't beleft in the cold so therefore I am too afraid to tell you everything. I don't want to print it here in this letter, I don't want to imagine how conversations on this topic could go. I'd just like things to straighten out and to be able to be like thataround you. One day I'll have the guts to say things like this
Dear you again,
I'd love to tell you everything... I'd love to share that sort of relationship with you. I probably could talk to you about almost anything but I could never tell you out right how I felt without some proof that I won't beleft in the cold so therefore I am too afraid to tell you everything. I don't want to print it here in this letter, I don't want to imagine how conversations on this topic could go. I'd just like things to straighten out and to be able to be like thataround you. One day I'll have the guts to say things like this
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Sentimental Moments #28
Dear Someone That Changed My Life,
Dear Matt Bell,
This will probably be awkward but whatever...Sup Bell, you changed my life. So far I believe for the better :) Until year 8 I didn't believe that taking classes like drama or following a career on that path was even possible. Dare To Promise was the first time I'd ever done anythingseriously like that and it was so much fun. You are an amazing teacher and you give us so many oportunities and I have to say I don't believe I would be as enthusiastic about acting etc if it wasn't for you. You've possibly changedthe whole future of my life from a boring office job to something I'm going to love doing, so thankss.
That is all.
Dear Matt Bell,
This will probably be awkward but whatever...Sup Bell, you changed my life. So far I believe for the better :) Until year 8 I didn't believe that taking classes like drama or following a career on that path was even possible. Dare To Promise was the first time I'd ever done anythingseriously like that and it was so much fun. You are an amazing teacher and you give us so many oportunities and I have to say I don't believe I would be as enthusiastic about acting etc if it wasn't for you. You've possibly changedthe whole future of my life from a boring office job to something I'm going to love doing, so thankss.
That is all.
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Sentimental Moments #27
Dear The Friendliest Person I knew For Only One Day,
Dear Paige,
Long time since I've thought much about you dear Paige I hate to admit it, but I do have my little flash backs whilst flipping through the photo album :) Fiji, one of my most favourite places is where I met you... Do you remember? I doubt you'd remember my name even if you did remember me. Let me refresh your memory. Have you ever tried to ride a two person bike since? I don't think we can even admit that we properly rode it that day but no one need know ;P. I would have known you for more than a day had the rain not come. We had that two day trail ride planned up the mountains remember? But we hadto settle for a race on horses along the beach... that was pretty fantastic though :P And the beach and the pool.... omg I don't think I've ever done so much in one day. Getting our hair braided god that fucking hurt haha What else did we do? Oh yeah, that stupid kids club, gosh we tried so hard to get out of that, the frog race LOL i almost knelt on your frog! I'm sure there was more stuff but that's all I can remember after this long
You were so friendly and it was an awesome day :D
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that little bit harder
Life just got a little bit harder... A little bit sadder on the sad days... just a bit more difficult in many many ways.
food we take for granted... wheat we don't even notice... what is left that I can eat without having to think about it? Everything I have to look at first and almost everything I have to find another version of. Goats milk... Vegan cheese... Rye bread... all those things that nobody enjoys eating. My family has to eat around me now... rice based pasta? wtf is that.
Thanks body... nice to know you'd stick by me and stay strong -_-
food we take for granted... wheat we don't even notice... what is left that I can eat without having to think about it? Everything I have to look at first and almost everything I have to find another version of. Goats milk... Vegan cheese... Rye bread... all those things that nobody enjoys eating. My family has to eat around me now... rice based pasta? wtf is that.
Thanks body... nice to know you'd stick by me and stay strong -_-
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You don't know how many times I cried because of you
Complain, we all do it. Complaining, we all hate it. I believe I complain more than I should and definately about things that I shouldn't... And that's why I use this blog... so I don't look as spoiled as I probably am :P
But I cop so much shit from this guy liking me, I have so many people judging me and telling me I'm a bitch cause I just won't go out with him...
I have people giving me shit because of stuff I did with an ex boyfriend. I have people asking me why... and all I can say is I have no idea... ask him what sort of mind game he played with me to make me do it.
I have year 11s giving me shit because I'm a theatre nerd and have Gleek on the back of my jumper... seriously guys...
I have a father who likes to lash out for fun...
I have scars to show for past battles.
Like everyone else there are people in my life that make my life harder... that make it suck just that little bit more. But they never apologise, some of them don't even get exactly how much they upset me. Probably because you wouldn't think good things should upset me... But not everything is good from every point of view.
I mean that guy I mentioned before... I get that I fucked up his feelings, I get that I caused a shit load of pain unintentionaly... I used to hate myself because of it. Where I wish now for courage to go for what I want, I used to wish that I would like like him... I used to bash myself up in my head trying to figure out why the fuck I didn't like him when he was like...
Ok I put myself through shit for that too. My ex... I hated myself for almost every day I spent with him, I beat myself up over him as well. He laughed. I don't know what the fuck he did to me but I was completely dedicated to him, just like all those other girls -_-.
I'm just trying to live for myself now and stay away from everyone who demands something from me. I don't want to keep letting people down and therefore hating myself again. I love being me, I love my friends and I'm even beginning to love where I am. But an apology from the people trying to drag me down would help a lot... I know I'm not going to get it... I know you don't even know... I know it looks like I'm the one causing the pain...
The balls in your court now.
But I cop so much shit from this guy liking me, I have so many people judging me and telling me I'm a bitch cause I just won't go out with him...
I have people giving me shit because of stuff I did with an ex boyfriend. I have people asking me why... and all I can say is I have no idea... ask him what sort of mind game he played with me to make me do it.
I have year 11s giving me shit because I'm a theatre nerd and have Gleek on the back of my jumper... seriously guys...
I have a father who likes to lash out for fun...
I have scars to show for past battles.
Like everyone else there are people in my life that make my life harder... that make it suck just that little bit more. But they never apologise, some of them don't even get exactly how much they upset me. Probably because you wouldn't think good things should upset me... But not everything is good from every point of view.
I mean that guy I mentioned before... I get that I fucked up his feelings, I get that I caused a shit load of pain unintentionaly... I used to hate myself because of it. Where I wish now for courage to go for what I want, I used to wish that I would like like him... I used to bash myself up in my head trying to figure out why the fuck I didn't like him when he was like...
Ok I put myself through shit for that too. My ex... I hated myself for almost every day I spent with him, I beat myself up over him as well. He laughed. I don't know what the fuck he did to me but I was completely dedicated to him, just like all those other girls -_-.
I'm just trying to live for myself now and stay away from everyone who demands something from me. I don't want to keep letting people down and therefore hating myself again. I love being me, I love my friends and I'm even beginning to love where I am. But an apology from the people trying to drag me down would help a lot... I know I'm not going to get it... I know you don't even know... I know it looks like I'm the one causing the pain...
The balls in your court now.
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if you don't like the word fuck, don't read this
Im not asking for much, just the guts to go for what I want. I don't want to wish him to like me, no I just want to be good enough for him to like me on his own terms because it seems I can't be at the moment. one mother fucking guy has my heart. Well I hope he doesnt fuck mothers. I don't look anywhere else ffs. I see people... where other people want them so badly... more than one might I point out. And they're like yeah w/e. and then complain about not having a love life. It makes me want to fucking kill everyone. People gave me so much shit because I didn't give this one guy a chance. well hello fucking world I did. I even fell for him at one stage so fuck you it wasn't me that fucked that one up. So yeah we know about that, other than that I have a friends boyfriend thinking I'm a whore when he's drunk and a guy in Melbourne begging me to come over and fuck him. No one actually gives adamn about me at all, they just think my display picture on facebook/msn is hot. I am so sick of this shit. I have friends and they care about me so much and Im like yey! but I'm libran so i'm sorry that that just isnt enough to satisfy mylust for love. When I say no one, I mean guys... and I mean guys interested in me in any way other than friendship ok. And I know I have a lot going for me in life I just needed to explode for a second before my head popped.
Sorry.
Sorry.
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Sentimental Moments #26
Dear The Last Person I Pinky Promised,
Well... Dear... well, I really have no idea. it's been so long since I pinky promised anyone... I don't even remember. Lol waste of a letter I think
Well... Dear... well, I really have no idea. it's been so long since I pinky promised anyone... I don't even remember. Lol waste of a letter I think
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Alien
If I can't sing... what am I. If I don't work properly... what am I.
I know I've worn out my welcome with that complaint...
I know I should get over not being able to sing Moulin Rouge.
But then again I know a lot of things that I can't do.
I don't even feel like complaining... I'd just rather cry, but crying on my own makes it all feel a lot worse.
the words fml come to mind. I want to scream and punch something and throw myself out the window. and then i feel guilty for wanting this... wtf is wrong with me I have a good life. Sure I've already failed at being a woman. Sure I've already pre-failed at having a family. Sure for some reason I'm not allowed to be able to sing Satines songs from Moulin Rouge. But fuck I'm alive aren't I? I have friends and a family at the moment don't I?
In my room it's like,
Look at this stuff, isn't it neat? Wouldn't you think my collections complete? Wouldn't you think I'm the girl... the girl who has everything. Look at this trove treasures untold. how many wonders can one cavern hold? Looking around here you'd think. Sure, she's got everything. I've got gadgets and gismos of plenty, I've got hoozits and whatsits galore. You want thingamabobs? I got 20... But who cares no big deal... I want more.
I apologise for complaining, don't hit me with a rock
I know I've worn out my welcome with that complaint...
I know I should get over not being able to sing Moulin Rouge.
But then again I know a lot of things that I can't do.
I don't even feel like complaining... I'd just rather cry, but crying on my own makes it all feel a lot worse.
the words fml come to mind. I want to scream and punch something and throw myself out the window. and then i feel guilty for wanting this... wtf is wrong with me I have a good life. Sure I've already failed at being a woman. Sure I've already pre-failed at having a family. Sure for some reason I'm not allowed to be able to sing Satines songs from Moulin Rouge. But fuck I'm alive aren't I? I have friends and a family at the moment don't I?
In my room it's like,
Look at this stuff, isn't it neat? Wouldn't you think my collections complete? Wouldn't you think I'm the girl... the girl who has everything. Look at this trove treasures untold. how many wonders can one cavern hold? Looking around here you'd think. Sure, she's got everything. I've got gadgets and gismos of plenty, I've got hoozits and whatsits galore. You want thingamabobs? I got 20... But who cares no big deal... I want more.
I apologise for complaining, don't hit me with a rock
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rambles so no one has to listen
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right nowwwwww. The world keeps giving me so many things, and I feel like a spoilt little brat because I'd hand em all back for just one thing. I made deals of I'll put up with ALL of the bad stuff for that one thing... and I thought that was more than fair because what one person is worth all the bad shit in your life. Well it's worth that to me... and the world kinda turned around and said... no you just have to put up with it wtf do you think life is? so OK already. But I don't want compensation either. Take back the bed take away my job make me live in music class just give me this one thing that i have been longing for. I don't want to sound spoileddddddddddddddd. I don't want to be spoiled either but, I had a taste of a wonderful thing and I never wanna give it up.
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Sentimental Moments #25
Dear The Person Who I Know Is Going Through The Worst Of Times,
Dear Mary,
I was going to write to you for the person I'd most like to meet, but I would feel so... I don't know, useless maybe? Or humbled... or omg I couldn't do anything at allI don't even know what times you're going through... I wish I knew more. I even wish you knew me. I know you learnt to write my name and you've written me a hello a couple of times. I have a small box in the bottom of one of my draws that's filled with half written letters to you. I wanted so badly to just say hi... ask how you were, learn about your life... You're pretty much my ageand your life probably couldn't get any more different to mine and it blows my mind to think about the fact that everything I hear in talks at school and things like that is actually your reality. I can't believe I'm going to lose any chance of getting to know you really soon... I can't believe you're going to have to tough it on your own. I'm hoping that they told me it wasn't until you were 18 but I have a bad feeling it was 16. I can't even begin to imagine what you're life will be like when you're on your own at 16 with almost nothing to help you through. I still have that little ring you madefor us, it was so pretty I'm so proud of you. I hope that we have made a difference in your life somehow.
Mary I feel ashamed to even write this letter to you here... I'm so sorry I never tried to post those letters
Dear Mary,
I was going to write to you for the person I'd most like to meet, but I would feel so... I don't know, useless maybe? Or humbled... or omg I couldn't do anything at allI don't even know what times you're going through... I wish I knew more. I even wish you knew me. I know you learnt to write my name and you've written me a hello a couple of times. I have a small box in the bottom of one of my draws that's filled with half written letters to you. I wanted so badly to just say hi... ask how you were, learn about your life... You're pretty much my ageand your life probably couldn't get any more different to mine and it blows my mind to think about the fact that everything I hear in talks at school and things like that is actually your reality. I can't believe I'm going to lose any chance of getting to know you really soon... I can't believe you're going to have to tough it on your own. I'm hoping that they told me it wasn't until you were 18 but I have a bad feeling it was 16. I can't even begin to imagine what you're life will be like when you're on your own at 16 with almost nothing to help you through. I still have that little ring you madefor us, it was so pretty I'm so proud of you. I hope that we have made a difference in your life somehow.
Mary I feel ashamed to even write this letter to you here... I'm so sorry I never tried to post those letters
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Sentimental Moments #24
Dear Person Who Gave Me My Favourite Memory,
Dear Cas,
I don't know what memory it was exactly. But you are my favourite memory and I'm so glad that you're not just a memory. Granny Evols house has become one of my few favourite places and there are so many fantastic memories there, almost all invlolving you. We have like the greatest time ever and I miss you so much -_- two years is way too long to wait to see you again. The days when we used to pretend to be mermaids in Grannys pooloh that was pretty awesome. and your 'friend' Ruby had to hang out with us for that whole day and you hated her so much. We wouldn't let her be a mermaid or sit with us in the car haha your mum was so angry. The last time I visitedthings weren't too great for you in matters of the heart, not for me either. that DnM on the trampoline was fantastic :D need one again soon I believe. And there was that strange little park just down the road from Grannys, and when i say just down the road i ofcourse mean a country road so quite a way down. with all the tin stuff it was really hot.yeah i miss you mannnnnnn i want december to hurry up!
Dear Cas,
I don't know what memory it was exactly. But you are my favourite memory and I'm so glad that you're not just a memory. Granny Evols house has become one of my few favourite places and there are so many fantastic memories there, almost all invlolving you. We have like the greatest time ever and I miss you so much -_- two years is way too long to wait to see you again. The days when we used to pretend to be mermaids in Grannys pooloh that was pretty awesome. and your 'friend' Ruby had to hang out with us for that whole day and you hated her so much. We wouldn't let her be a mermaid or sit with us in the car haha your mum was so angry. The last time I visitedthings weren't too great for you in matters of the heart, not for me either. that DnM on the trampoline was fantastic :D need one again soon I believe. And there was that strange little park just down the road from Grannys, and when i say just down the road i ofcourse mean a country road so quite a way down. with all the tin stuff it was really hot.yeah i miss you mannnnnnn i want december to hurry up!
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madsie
Sentimental Moments #23
Dear The Last Person I kissed,
Dear S,
Yeah hi again... you turn up a lot. what else do I say to you hmmm. Well I spose I can relive the fact that you're the last person I kissed and the last time we kissed was for a photo shoot as promotion for our school play. That's right Mr S my life is so depressing that the last person I've kissed in like 2 years has been for a school play. Spose it's a good thing you're not a bad kisser then hahaha. Well, I don't have much more to say here... I hope I'm not a bad kisser seeing as you got stuck hooking up with me ;P Goodluck for the school play (Y)
Dear S,
Yeah hi again... you turn up a lot. what else do I say to you hmmm. Well I spose I can relive the fact that you're the last person I kissed and the last time we kissed was for a photo shoot as promotion for our school play. That's right Mr S my life is so depressing that the last person I've kissed in like 2 years has been for a school play. Spose it's a good thing you're not a bad kisser then hahaha. Well, I don't have much more to say here... I hope I'm not a bad kisser seeing as you got stuck hooking up with me ;P Goodluck for the school play (Y)
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madsie
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