rambles so no one has to listen

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right nowwwwww. The world keeps giving me so many things, and I feel like a spoilt little brat because I'd hand em all back for just one thing. I made deals of I'll put up with ALL of the bad stuff for that one thing... and I thought that was more than fair because what one person is worth all the bad shit in your life. Well it's worth that to me... and the world kinda turned around and said... no you just have to put up with it wtf do you think life is? so OK already. But I don't want compensation either. Take back the bed take away my job make me live in music class just give me this one thing that i have been longing for. I don't want to sound spoileddddddddddddddd. I don't want to be spoiled either but, I had a taste of a wonderful thing and I never wanna give it up.