if you don't like the word fuck, don't read this

Im not asking for much, just the guts to go for what I want. I don't want to wish him to like me, no I just want to be good enough for him to like me on his own terms because it seems I can't be at the moment. one mother fucking guy has my heart. Well I hope he doesnt fuck mothers. I don't look anywhere else ffs. I see people... where other people want them so badly... more than one might I point out. And they're like yeah w/e. and then complain about not having a love life. It makes me want to fucking kill everyone. People gave me so much shit because I didn't give this one guy a chance. well hello fucking world I did. I even fell for him at one stage so fuck you it wasn't me that fucked that one up. So yeah we know about that, other than that I have a friends boyfriend thinking I'm a whore when he's drunk and a guy in Melbourne begging me to come over and fuck him. No one actually gives adamn about me at all, they just think my display picture on facebook/msn is hot. I am so sick of this shit. I have friends and they care about me so much and Im like yey! but I'm libran so i'm sorry that that just isnt enough to satisfy mylust for love. When I say no one, I mean guys... and I mean guys interested in me in any way other than friendship ok. And I know I have a lot going for me in life I just needed to explode for a second before my head popped.

Sorry.