Dear enemy,
fuck you.
i have yet to see how you have helped me in life. so thanks for being a fucking prick
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A letter to a friend
Hmm, Dear.. friend?
I shall write to tyla... just cause i don't think i have in previous challenges :)
Hi tyla,
well well well, if i were to write you a letter what would I say.. I'd put memories in it i imagine :)
Do you remember my nickname for you used to be sxc chipmunk :D yeah we were cool, those were the days of Dare To Promise.. when your hair wouldn't part in the middle to make pigtails, gosh you're so difficult sometimes :P
I love the times we've had in school plays together you've been there the whole time I think you just might be one of the only people that has been :) I love the way we can laugh at pretty much anything and that when I'm with you I don't feel like I have to take the sad or bad stuff in my life so seriously because it doesn't have to matter :)
you have the most energy I have ever seen! and it's very contagious and this is simply awesome and when we get all hyped up on V I love how people freak out :p I'm very grateful to have you because I can really be myself around you, you don't judge me for the shallow things I feel (because we all have them) and we can be girly and talk about looking good, or we can be retarded and make really bad jokes and we can be slobs and do random shit :)
I guess I'm just grateful you are and have been in my life, whether we've been super close or semi close throughout high school you have always been awesome and I have never doubted that I could turn to you for anything and that I would be there for you whenever you needed it :)
I shall write to tyla... just cause i don't think i have in previous challenges :)
Hi tyla,
well well well, if i were to write you a letter what would I say.. I'd put memories in it i imagine :)
Do you remember my nickname for you used to be sxc chipmunk :D yeah we were cool, those were the days of Dare To Promise.. when your hair wouldn't part in the middle to make pigtails, gosh you're so difficult sometimes :P
I love the times we've had in school plays together you've been there the whole time I think you just might be one of the only people that has been :) I love the way we can laugh at pretty much anything and that when I'm with you I don't feel like I have to take the sad or bad stuff in my life so seriously because it doesn't have to matter :)
you have the most energy I have ever seen! and it's very contagious and this is simply awesome and when we get all hyped up on V I love how people freak out :p I'm very grateful to have you because I can really be myself around you, you don't judge me for the shallow things I feel (because we all have them) and we can be girly and talk about looking good, or we can be retarded and make really bad jokes and we can be slobs and do random shit :)
I guess I'm just grateful you are and have been in my life, whether we've been super close or semi close throughout high school you have always been awesome and I have never doubted that I could turn to you for anything and that I would be there for you whenever you needed it :)
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madsie
Life from a different point of view
See life from a different point of view... Isn't that what we all wanna do.. step into someone else's shoes and just chase away the blues.
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madsie
A note about myself
Well.. this is the first post from my 30 day challenge so that's something about me, I enjoy doing these random challenges :)
My full name is Madeleine although for the most part I rather being called Maddy.. when I started university I considered introducing myself as Madeleine so that no one knew me as Maddy but I found that letting go of the nickname felt a lot like letting go of high school me and I wasn't quite ready to move on that quickly.
I love university and find the lifestyle of it a lot nicer than high school, but I do definitely miss aspects of high school. I don't have a great number of friends but for now that suits me just fine. I have a few really close ones and then a whole number that I will see at parties and in classes etc that I don't feel the need to know on a highly personal level.
I have trouble getting to know people on a personal level because I want to know all about them and learn everything I can but I never want to open up myself and this obviously puts a strain on any friendships. I think this is one of the reasons I decided to study Psychology because as the Psychologist you are there for the client and to hear them talk and to work out what is wrong and what you can do to help, never does it directly involve you releasing your inner most thoughts and feelings in return.
If I fall for someone and they like me back this is probably the time when I'm happiest in life because no matter what else is going on, once I've donned those rose tinted specks everything is delightful.. unfortunately I'm not good at navigating my way through this world and so this is a rarity for me.
I get easily nervous and shy and often feel out of my comfort zone and this isn't something I enjoy but it's something I've learnt to accept and if i expect it I find it easier to work around it and break out of my shell sooner. I'm not an alcoholic but I do enjoy a good time and the only time I drink is when I'm binge drinking at a party. I enjoy this feeling because it takes away those inhibitions and fears that hold me back so often and I feel like I can finally connect with people in a different way and just enjoy myself without worrying about what's going on.
One of my favourite past times is to laugh.. I will laugh at just about everything. Laughing is my defense so if I'm nervous or unsure about how to respond to something I will probably laugh, If I'm laying on my back and you touch me, I will laugh hysterically and I'm still not sure why. I'm incredibly ticklish and so as much as I hate being tickled the best laughs I get are whilst being tickled. Funny people really check my box because I enjoy being around them because of the joy they create in the world by making people laugh. I'm one of those people that really does believe in the power of the smile, and that it is highly contagious.
there's probably a lot more stuff I could, or should, have told you, possibly instead of half the stuff I did say, but that's about it from me today and I shall report back tomorrow
My full name is Madeleine although for the most part I rather being called Maddy.. when I started university I considered introducing myself as Madeleine so that no one knew me as Maddy but I found that letting go of the nickname felt a lot like letting go of high school me and I wasn't quite ready to move on that quickly.
I love university and find the lifestyle of it a lot nicer than high school, but I do definitely miss aspects of high school. I don't have a great number of friends but for now that suits me just fine. I have a few really close ones and then a whole number that I will see at parties and in classes etc that I don't feel the need to know on a highly personal level.
I have trouble getting to know people on a personal level because I want to know all about them and learn everything I can but I never want to open up myself and this obviously puts a strain on any friendships. I think this is one of the reasons I decided to study Psychology because as the Psychologist you are there for the client and to hear them talk and to work out what is wrong and what you can do to help, never does it directly involve you releasing your inner most thoughts and feelings in return.
If I fall for someone and they like me back this is probably the time when I'm happiest in life because no matter what else is going on, once I've donned those rose tinted specks everything is delightful.. unfortunately I'm not good at navigating my way through this world and so this is a rarity for me.
I get easily nervous and shy and often feel out of my comfort zone and this isn't something I enjoy but it's something I've learnt to accept and if i expect it I find it easier to work around it and break out of my shell sooner. I'm not an alcoholic but I do enjoy a good time and the only time I drink is when I'm binge drinking at a party. I enjoy this feeling because it takes away those inhibitions and fears that hold me back so often and I feel like I can finally connect with people in a different way and just enjoy myself without worrying about what's going on.
One of my favourite past times is to laugh.. I will laugh at just about everything. Laughing is my defense so if I'm nervous or unsure about how to respond to something I will probably laugh, If I'm laying on my back and you touch me, I will laugh hysterically and I'm still not sure why. I'm incredibly ticklish and so as much as I hate being tickled the best laughs I get are whilst being tickled. Funny people really check my box because I enjoy being around them because of the joy they create in the world by making people laugh. I'm one of those people that really does believe in the power of the smile, and that it is highly contagious.
there's probably a lot more stuff I could, or should, have told you, possibly instead of half the stuff I did say, but that's about it from me today and I shall report back tomorrow
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madsie
new 30 day challenge
Day 1- Write a note about yourself.
Day 2- Write a poem about life from a different point of view.
Day 3- Write a letter to a friend.
Day 4- Write a letter to an enemy. (Leave out names.)
Day 5- Write about your hero.
Day 6- Write about something you want to accomplish.
Day 7- Write about a memory from your childhood.
Day 8- Write about a cause you support.
Day 9- Write a list of things that make you happy, tag anyone you mention.
Day 10- Write a poem about anything.
Day 11- Write about where you wish you were right now, and why.
Day 12- Write about something that gets on your nerves.
Day 13- Write about your best friend(s).
Day 14- Write a sentence that's honest. Just a sentence.
Day 15- Write about your favorite holiday.
Day 16- Write a poem about your favorite color.
Day 17- Wrote a poem about your typical day.
Day 18- Write a short story about an extra-ordinary day.
Day 19- Write a haiku.
Day 20- Write about something you believe in.
Day 21- Write about anything that you feel like you need to say. (Even if its indirect.)
Day 22- Write about the best thing that happened to you today.
Day 23- Write a "thank you" note to someone you appreciate.
Day 24- Write about your favorite teacher so far.
Day 25- Write about something you like to do, other than writing. (;
Day 26- Write about a place you've been before.
Day 27- Write about someone you miss.
Day 28- Write about your guilty pleasure.
Day 29- Write a poem about something you regret.
Day 30- Write about your favorite toy from when you were little.
Day 2- Write a poem about life from a different point of view.
Day 3- Write a letter to a friend.
Day 4- Write a letter to an enemy. (Leave out names.)
Day 5- Write about your hero.
Day 6- Write about something you want to accomplish.
Day 7- Write about a memory from your childhood.
Day 8- Write about a cause you support.
Day 9- Write a list of things that make you happy, tag anyone you mention.
Day 10- Write a poem about anything.
Day 11- Write about where you wish you were right now, and why.
Day 12- Write about something that gets on your nerves.
Day 13- Write about your best friend(s).
Day 14- Write a sentence that's honest. Just a sentence.
Day 15- Write about your favorite holiday.
Day 16- Write a poem about your favorite color.
Day 17- Wrote a poem about your typical day.
Day 18- Write a short story about an extra-ordinary day.
Day 19- Write a haiku.
Day 20- Write about something you believe in.
Day 21- Write about anything that you feel like you need to say. (Even if its indirect.)
Day 22- Write about the best thing that happened to you today.
Day 23- Write a "thank you" note to someone you appreciate.
Day 24- Write about your favorite teacher so far.
Day 25- Write about something you like to do, other than writing. (;
Day 26- Write about a place you've been before.
Day 27- Write about someone you miss.
Day 28- Write about your guilty pleasure.
Day 29- Write a poem about something you regret.
Day 30- Write about your favorite toy from when you were little.
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madsie
Bubbling over
If I no longer thought of you, I feel as though I would have hardly any thoughts at all.
Even when the outside stimulation seems to have no relation to you at all, I find myself thinking of how you would react or whether or not you would laugh.
I miss the little things..
I try to keep you out of my mind as much as I can because all I know while I'm thinking of you is how much I can't have you.
Even when the outside stimulation seems to have no relation to you at all, I find myself thinking of how you would react or whether or not you would laugh.
I miss the little things..
I try to keep you out of my mind as much as I can because all I know while I'm thinking of you is how much I can't have you.
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madsie
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