yes here we are at the end of the year that was 2009.
From what i've seen so far it hasn't taken the prize as anyones favourite year. And I know that the greatest things to happen to me happened this year, but no it wasn't that good of a year.
Not Another High School Musical, the best thing to happen to me at Padbury. This play was written for us, based on us and played by us. Us being me and my friends, and my not so friends and all of the in-betweeners. Our life on stage. And I fell for a boy, which it nearly worked out with, true it didn't... but the months of that were the best I've ever had, (don't let my ex's read this :P) everything was so free and happy and we'd sing and kiss and laugh and talk... it was like nothing I've been in before. Too bad it didn't work out huh, but 2010 brings me another chance so we shall see :P
classes pretty much failed, but we had some laughs. Street Car named desire was good for that, Hoods had it's moments, and it's alround failure to give us all a good laugh. English lessons were exciting because of the squirals, overtiredness that made us giggle till we died and all round foolery. Maths was a breeze and so gave lots of time for whatever the moment called for, Dance had the music and was like a constant party, Music was always brilliant as we hung action men and drew on the board. Media failed. but mr burnette was fun :D
and so that was the year that was, in the happiest light, the school year before we all had to get serious. the party year.
i feel like adam writing all this, but the year deserved something in all the crap and laughs it delt us.
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new start
I'm reaching out to you, to find that you're not there.
secret relationship, well really what's new. when it's over you think i'm all upset but baby i'm over it too. After all i said, about degrading and ruining things, you still see that you have the right to try and clip my wings. Sweetie I'm sorry I stopped caring but didn't have the heart to say, Sweetie I'm sorry I mucked up, you shouldn't give me the time of day. But when I thought of someone else, i knew i'd gone too far, when I let my mind wander it forget who we are. You mixed me up for someone who'd fall apart without you, yeah you broke my heart, once in year 10... letting you do that again i couldn't do.
lying to my friends was taking it's toll, All i could think was I'm not your toy, I'm not your doll.
secret relationships, well really what's new. when it's over you think I'm all upset, but baby I'm over this too
secret relationship, well really what's new. when it's over you think i'm all upset but baby i'm over it too. After all i said, about degrading and ruining things, you still see that you have the right to try and clip my wings. Sweetie I'm sorry I stopped caring but didn't have the heart to say, Sweetie I'm sorry I mucked up, you shouldn't give me the time of day. But when I thought of someone else, i knew i'd gone too far, when I let my mind wander it forget who we are. You mixed me up for someone who'd fall apart without you, yeah you broke my heart, once in year 10... letting you do that again i couldn't do.
lying to my friends was taking it's toll, All i could think was I'm not your toy, I'm not your doll.
secret relationships, well really what's new. when it's over you think I'm all upset, but baby I'm over this too
Posted by
madsie
smile even in your liver <3
goodness knows, the wickeds lives are lonely... goodness knows the wicked die alone. isn't it good to know, that good will concur evil by and by...
"Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that? We must have perseverance and above all confidence in ourselves. We must believe that we are gifted for something, and that this thing, at whatever cost, must be attained."
--Madame Marie Curie
"Old times never come back and i supose it's just as well. What comes back is a new morning every day in the year, and that's better"
--George Edward Woodberry
"Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better. Don't wish for fewer problems, wish for more skills. Don't wish for less challenges, wish for more wisdom."
--Earl Shoaf
"The simplification of life is one of the steps to inner peace. A persistent simplification will create an inner and outer well-being that places harmony in ones life."
--Peace Pilgrim
"When you haven't forgiven those who've hurt you, you turn back against your future. When you do forgive, you start walking forward."
--Tyler Perry
"Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that? We must have perseverance and above all confidence in ourselves. We must believe that we are gifted for something, and that this thing, at whatever cost, must be attained."
--Madame Marie Curie
"Old times never come back and i supose it's just as well. What comes back is a new morning every day in the year, and that's better"
--George Edward Woodberry
"Don't wish it were easier, wish you were better. Don't wish for fewer problems, wish for more skills. Don't wish for less challenges, wish for more wisdom."
--Earl Shoaf
"The simplification of life is one of the steps to inner peace. A persistent simplification will create an inner and outer well-being that places harmony in ones life."
--Peace Pilgrim
"When you haven't forgiven those who've hurt you, you turn back against your future. When you do forgive, you start walking forward."
--Tyler Perry
Posted by
madsie
this ones for you
If i should die before I wake, it's cause you took my breath away. Your departure wasn't as easy as I dreamed. To see your face and miss your ways is why my heart does break each day.
How, do you expect me, to live alone with just me. I don't know where to go what's the right team. I have my own dreams but now I need to scream. I can't choose so confused, what's it all mean. What do I do now, without you.
If I should die before I wake, it's cause you took my dreams away. Keeping me caged up in a place of negative emotions. Forever to do the same things day in day out. As if this is what life's all about.
How do you expect me, to live alone with just me and next to no one I can trust. Wings clipped and unable to fly. Now it's time i wonder why. Why won't you let me go
If I should die before I wake, it's cause you took my heart away. Took it and broke it and won't give it back. It's safe to say I don't think that's very fair. What do you think? I don't think it's safe to keep you away from me, I hope you agree.
If I should die before I wake, it's cause my soul did finally break. I tried to be strong and to always hold on but if I should die before I wake it's cause you were the thing I couldn't take.
I tried
I cried
I lied
I died
How, do you expect me, to live alone with just me. I don't know where to go what's the right team. I have my own dreams but now I need to scream. I can't choose so confused, what's it all mean. What do I do now, without you.
If I should die before I wake, it's cause you took my dreams away. Keeping me caged up in a place of negative emotions. Forever to do the same things day in day out. As if this is what life's all about.
How do you expect me, to live alone with just me and next to no one I can trust. Wings clipped and unable to fly. Now it's time i wonder why. Why won't you let me go
If I should die before I wake, it's cause you took my heart away. Took it and broke it and won't give it back. It's safe to say I don't think that's very fair. What do you think? I don't think it's safe to keep you away from me, I hope you agree.
If I should die before I wake, it's cause my soul did finally break. I tried to be strong and to always hold on but if I should die before I wake it's cause you were the thing I couldn't take.
I tried
I cried
I lied
I died
Posted by
madsie
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