Sentimental Moments #25

Dear The Person Who I Know Is Going Through The Worst Of Times,

Dear Mary,

I was going to write to you for the person I'd most like to meet, but I would feel so... I don't know, useless maybe? Or humbled... or omg I couldn't do anything at allI don't even know what times you're going through... I wish I knew more. I even wish you knew me. I know you learnt to write my name and you've written me a hello a couple of times. I have a small box in the bottom of one of my draws that's filled with half written letters to you. I wanted so badly to just say hi... ask how you were, learn about your life... You're pretty much my ageand your life probably couldn't get any more different to mine and it blows my mind to think about the fact that everything I hear in talks at school and things like that is actually your reality. I can't believe I'm going to lose any chance of getting to know you really soon... I can't believe you're going to have to tough it on your own. I'm hoping that they told me it wasn't until you were 18 but I have a bad feeling it was 16. I can't even begin to imagine what you're life will be like when you're on your own at 16 with almost nothing to help you through. I still have that little ring you madefor us, it was so pretty I'm so proud of you. I hope that we have made a difference in your life somehow.

Mary I feel ashamed to even write this letter to you here... I'm so sorry I never tried to post those letters