no one cares

No one cares, no one cares what you do.




Why have I stopped caring, when did I start crying... I can't go a whole fricking day without crying now... I used to pride myself on never crying and now I feel like my world is falling apart. Little things like food, gone. Big things like being able to sleep through the night, walk in a straight line cause your head isn't dizzy and to not die whenever your stomach is upset.




Energy gone -_-... I would like to give up, I won't of course. I'll just keep complaining until I get the balls to shut up and keep going. I just want someone to tell me, this is what's wrong with you, this is what we're going to do and this is when you'll feel better again. And until that happens I just want someone to cuddle up to me and say, "it's going to be ok you know whatever happens we can work through it you're ok and I couldn't love you any other way"