just seasons out of time

In my own time, a song that states my exact feelings to rhyme. i wish someone in this damn world would get it... stop preshering me into doing things, stop wanting more and more of me, stop thinking i should have done things differently.... because i will do all of it... in my own time thankyou all very much :)

So much is happening to me. So much that I can't even see. So many words of wisdom that I am trying to be.
Catch me if I should fall. And even more so while I'm standing tall.
My head is spinning around and it's making me dizzy. I'm spinning around and it's making me ill.
You don't understand what I'm going through just to find a way to climb.
It'll be in my own time. It'll be in my own time.
Whispering thoughts in all different ways. That I'm in a daze.
My head is spinning around and it's making me dizzy. I'm spinning around and it's making me ill.
You don't understand what I'm going through just to find a way to climb.
It'll be in my own time. 'cause it'll be in my own time.
In my own time. In my own time I'll take a chance. In my own time I'll find romance. In my own time. It'll be mine.
After the clouds there'll be the rain. After the sun there'll be the moon it doesn't matter. 'cause it'll be in my own time


Lost without you: a song that states my weakness
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes A little righteous and too proud I just want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do
...I'm lost without you I
keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues Baby I'm so lonely all the time Everywhere I go I get so confused You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do
...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away Can't stop the tears from running down my face Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do
...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you


pile them all in together and you get my messed up emotions. the only place they'll ever show, my weak spot that as little people as possible must know about. for i don't like those who know my weakness's :)
When I'm walking down the street I call your name Inside my head I go insane Don't you know that it's really making me crazy There were days when I went completely blind No time to think and I lost time Won't believe what's happened to me lately. And I begin to wonder (don't you know that it's really making me crazy)And I begin to wonder (won't believe what's happened to me lately) The day a door is closed. The echoes fill your soul, they won't say which way to go... Just trust your heart. To find you're here for open another door. But i'm not sure anymore... It's just so hard. Voices in my head, tell me they know best got me on the edge... I want my own dream. So bad I'm gonna Scream! I guess I should've known better,to believe I'm a lucky chain, Oh. I lent my heart out forever, and finally learned each other's names. See your lips moving but I don’t know what you say. Shut up your chatter I need for you to go away. And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya, your talking way to much. you're messing with my head, you're in my head. get outa my head! get outa my outa my get outa my hed! People are people and sometimes they change their minds, but i see your face in my mind as i run away. and we know it's never simple, never easy. never a clean break, no one here to save me, you're the only thing i know like the back of my hand. how could i hope and never see this foolish dream was destroying me, i could i lie and defend you for so long when i knew what you would do, i can see the smile upon your face i see it light up in your eyes and just the way you look at her that's the reason my heart dies. BUT gonna feel alive tonight i am, i'm a positive kinda girl i am, leave my troubles behind tonight i am stand up get up tell me... Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you? Why'd you turn away?Here's what I have to say. I was left to cry there, waiting outside there burning with a lost stare. That's when I decided... Why should I care' cuz you weren't there when I was scared... I was so alone. WHAT you looking at me for HUH? get outa my head...