he only had himself to blame

you see he used it and he abused it, it would be a murder but not a crime, if you'd have been there, if you'd have seen it, i bet ya you would have done the same. i wouldn't do it, but if i did how could you tell me that i was wrong.

Cherry cherry boom boom

always in time, but never in line for dreams, i won't talk, i won't breathe, i won't move until you finally see, it's weak, it's true, i've waited all my life to cross this line, i was tired but now unbound, and i used to think the past was dead and gone but i was wrong... so very wrong. there are wounds one just cant mend, even though i do pretend now i'm tired of being what you want me to be, i don't know what you're expecting of me... but every step i take... is just another mistake. to you. can't you see that you're smothering me? holding too tightly, afraid to loose control, cause everything you thought i would be has fallen apart infront of you, every second we waste is more then i can take and i know i may end up failing too but i know you were just like me... with someone disappointed in you. you're free to leave me... just dont decieve me and please believe me when i say.. all the past is just a lesson we have learned and i won't forget.

are you aware of what you make me feel... i've never gone with the wind, just let it flow, let it take me where it wants to go. we could be heroes... just for one day. but i try to fly, without no wings. now i try not to care about a thing... just me and this world and a broken dream i've been looking for a life line for what seems like a lifetime so i put my hand out... asked for some help.. drowning in the pain breaking down again, dragged from the deep out of my restless slumber, i get tongue tied, petrified so don't walk away like you always do this time. you're lost even when you're going the right way (and that's what ruined it, that's what pushes me away.) one in the same never to change instead of getting up you fall farther...


i wanna get back to the old days when the phone would ring and i knew it was you and i would smile at that. i wanna talk back, and get yelled at fight for nothing like we used to... instead of this fighting that is tearing us apart. but if i admit.. admit through all the guilt, no... no i couldn't do that. but what i could do... oh the things i could do... :) if i was a little less nice then i am... im just too hot when i pop
Cherry cherry boom boom