all is as it should be

And then there were none.
so i have done what i set out to do. i think i've succesfully shown you why to stay away... succesfully prized myself out... and let you understand what is easier... I wouldn't have it any other way. i see you take stabs at me in the hope that it hurts... well it does, but i push it aside now... because i know it must be so.
and so i have pushed you away, and finally you have let me... i have done what i had to do... I know it hurts less... although it still hurts... And I'm sorry that this is so... I hate to say that your anger at me... and at others makes me smile slightly... because i know i have succeeded at last.
I know
You know
all must be and is now as it should be
i cannot brave you... until you let me go. call on me then.