pain so much pain

so i think i broke my body.... *ow* :(
oh well sif i care coz i did the spilts bruv!!! about time i thinks.
so i'm not gonna try again for awhile though *cough*

*ow* no more coughing


there's people talking, they talk about me, they no my name they think they know everything, but they don't know anything about me... give me a dance floor give me a DJ play me a record forget what they say cause i need to go... i need to get away tonight


i try to make it happen i try to make it alright, it's never really easy but it's ok



Someday you will find a place, it's the place where love takes over hate, and you will see all the things you do, affect everyone around you...
Can you see there's no fear at all, you held my hand we took down that wall... and as i looked at you with nothing to say now please understand why i pushed you away i looked far and now i see... that the only one i needed was me.



I can show you the world... take you wonder by wonder over side ways and under in a magic carpet ride,




They tell you a good girl is quiet and that you should never ask why... cause it only makes it harder to fit in, you should be happy, excited even if you're just invited cause the winners need someone to clap for them... god it's so hard just waiting in a light that never moves.

well you undone me and you bet that i felt it. i fell right through the cracks and now i'm trying to get back. I set out on a narrow way, many years ago... Hoping I would find true love along the broken road and when he looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see what I want and I need and everything that we should be. He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the reason i struggle to learn so my songs for him will get their turn. The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing. Don't know why I do and then he looks at me... so i fake a smile so he won't see.


Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart, Why would you wanna make the very first scar, you see when you're 15 and someone tells you they love you you're gonna believe it, And you're mum's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one, and you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends..... When the night ends, when you're fifteen count to ten take it in this is life before you know what you're gonna be. When all you wanted was to be wanted. Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now. And you stare at the phone and he still hasn't called, and then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all and you flashback to when he said, forever and always I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure... no i don't anymore. And I don't think it ever crossed his mind. He tells a joke I fake a smile, that I know all his favorite songs. what i could tell you... but if you asked me if i loved him, i'd lie. He sees everything in black and white. Never let nobody see him cry. I don’t let nobody see me wishing he was mine.



I think he can see through everything... But my heart. First thought when I wake up is. My God he’s beautiful. So I put on my make up, and pray for a miracle. This is the last straw. Don't wanna hurt anymore You had me falling for you honey, and it never would've gone away, no you used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade. You're not sorry... no, you're just not sorry.


'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel.Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so, come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you... Can't help it if there's no one else. Mmm, I can't help myself