Can i have this dance

we have a dance, of a man... and a woman. of a child, and their pet, of friends. lovers. enemies. nature. technology. power. hate. and love.
the dance... of life.

look at me, i will never pass for perfect, or even close, can it be... i wasn't made to be that good? now i see, that if i were truly to be myself, i would break a lot of hearts... Who is that girl i see, staring straight back at me? why is my reflection so what i don't know..? Somehow i cannot hide, who i am... though i've tried, when will my reflection show. Who i am inside. Look at you, you will never pass for perfect, or even close. Can it be... you weren't ment to play that part? So when you're near me darling can't you hear me SOS. i don't need strings, you don't need fake. so let's leave it and not try for what isn't there. I need help. i need light hearted fun. so let's go. you need a lift, let's go.

Boy we've had a real good time and i wish you the best on your way I never ment to hurt you it's just that is was far to much to pay.... I'm running out of things to say... ey, I don't know what else to say.


It's so close i can taste it, so i'm not gonna waste it... i had a chip on my shoulder and now im brighter and boulder. i talked it out and saw the light i got it now i see the way out. so i'm still hurting but it's so comfortable now. i'm living with it and feeding off it i can use the emotion for better not worse. and slowly, now that im channelling the feeling off before letting it go full, i'm getting over it finally. after this, don't think i'll be rushing off to loves door again any time soon. no once i'm free from this i'm free from it all, for as long as i can be. i may grow up to be an old maid... i may, but i doubt it... when it's worth it, that's when i'll return to that game... not till after highschool me thinks.

i be gone from ranga nerd with my ranga hair... to choc chip with my lovely brown and black.. to now jaffa cakes with ranga and black... but jaffa cakes doesnt sound cool... someone help me come up with my name jaffa _____ . :)