EARTH TO YOU

i guess, i kinda don't make sense... and i know i should try harder, to make reading this worth while.

i am dreaming of a love, of a heart that beats for mine. i am dreaming of the answer to my aching hearts cries. although i know it won't be heard. Along the way i fight off others, i have to make them see... that other then the love i have, no more can i feel. i was dumb... i was lost... i let people down. cause i was to hurt to look around. i didnt care, i wasn't there, i needed help. and then you lost and it's you it cost, that i was down. i see it now, and i wonder how, i could let you drown. i wanna yell, get out of this spell, and help you out.

i know it's sad, i know it's bad, i know i should be stronger now... but i know to say, that i'm ok, would be a lie. i wish i could, get a hood, to hide my feelings. and let myself, renew my health, from this hurting. i understand, that where i stand i can get out. i have a friend, who knows the end, is somewherre good. he helps me out, turns me about, and lets me see. that i can be, always free eventually.