What have i gotten myself into

if i don't give it another go i'm just gonna keep getting myself hurt, is that it, is that true. is it that you're gonna cling like a limpit and only let go in the wrong ways... People push me, almost over the edge, to "just give him a chance maddy!" WELL WTF i think i did, i think i did the right thing, i think i hurt myself enough in this situation, i think people should lay off me... stop pressuring me to do right by you when i have to do right by me too.... The worst thing they can do by me, is pressure me into loving... it's not how it works for me, i can't do these things unless i mean it... it doesn't work, why won't everyone give me a break... stop getting people to make me do what you want.