compofuckensistion

intro
when you left me i was searching for somebody to teach me to learn to love again.
i had never felt such pain and i was ready to give in, i was scared to be alone and all my hopes had now been thrown.
i was lost and so confused and so... i lied.
where in the world have you sent me to boy, why in the world can't i get back now,
i be crying and i'm lying all bcoz you let me down...


iee want to trust in you
iee long to hold you
iee want to love you for-ev-er

where in the world etc.


fuck it i cbf typing it out


so i know that bit and this next bit probably fit better in one of the other blogs on my profile, probably the kiss me one last time one i think. but live with it.


but anyway i was thinking today, about people throwing the word love around, and how stupid they are... i mean, cmon what are the chances that two people could have to same feelings towards each other at the same time... cmon. it's like, i know i'm in love, i know people tell me i'm not but w/e they just make me angry, and i know how much i am in love... and then i know that that person doesn't love me back, and think of the ods, out of all the people that that person, would ever love me back. let alone love me back while i loved him. i can't work out the odds, but they're not in loves favour are they. so i give you this, when two people feel unconditionally and irrevocally in love with each other, they should bloody well never let go. the chances of them finding their love at the same time is almost nothing, so damn it they are lucky people if they do... and it makes me sad to know the odds are not in loves favour, but it does point out that love is one of the best gifts bestowed upon us and should be treasured as it is highly rare and magical. i never realised this until i sat thinking today. until i was jolted out of bitchiness into pro-active thinking mode