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I'm not a pricess

And this ain't a fairy tale, i was a dreamer before you and it let me down.


I don't know what i want, so don't ask me. Cause I'm still trying to figure it out... Dno wots down this road, I'm just walking. Trying to see through the rain that's coming down... you see I'm the only one who feels exactly the way i do. I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life still goes on... I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world. this section here, this stop in perth... is just me passing through on my way to finding where i need to be... i won't be here very long I'm almost done with it here, almost going on. I've found what i needed here, i found my first love i found more of myself and now i can't stay here no more it's time to be passing through again. i'm not here to stay i'll be walking out of this life soon, so don't you worry, it won't be long until i'm gone. i never said forever and always, except to one person... one boy who said he'd stay with me the rest of his life... and i said I'd stay by him for the rest of his life and remember him for the rest of mine. forever and always was a promise we swapped and he kept his, and now i must keep the other half of mine. and because of him it's raining a lot more now then it was before and there's no one there to cover my head from the rain... now i'm back to being on my own ready to pass on... sure the way i like it, but he was going to move on with me, he was the one that was gonna come with me when i left... he didn't care where we went.

Got the radio on, and my old blue jeans, wearing my heart on my sleeve. feeling lucky todai got the sun could you tell me what more i need? cause it seems you've got what i've got yet you're not smiling no more and tomorrow's a mystery but that's ok, that's what makes living another day worth it. can't you see i'm just walking through your life like a minor character of your play and i wanna teach you while i'm here to smile through the pain, and mean it. Maybe i'm just a girl on a mission, but i'm ready to fly and i can't until i've done what i came to do.


I never knew what i'd find, But i went looking for a reason i know i didn't read between the lines, and now i guess i've got no where to go. i tried to take the road less travelled by but nothing works the first few times... am i right? You see me there but you never knew... i would give it all up to be, a part of this, a part of you... no one notices until it's too late to do anything... noo and i'm not sorry. Hold on, baby, you're losing it. The water's high, you're jumping into it and letting go... and no one knows that you cry, but you don't tell anyone. That you might not be the golden one. And you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone I guess it's true that love was all you wanted Cause you're giving it away like it's extra change Hoping it will end up in her pocket. But she leaves you out like a penny in the rain. Oh, cause it's not her price to pay. Tied together with a smile you fake... when it's really then you'll be ok.


there's this guy... and he always finds another way to be the highlight of my day. I'm taking pictures in my mind so I can save them for a rainy day. It's hard to make conversation when he's taking my breath away I should say, hey by the way... and then i smile and it pulls me back together, tying me together with that smile that's gonna save me whenever i need the help. it's all i need to hit the road, just me and my smile and i'm set for life no baggage no strings just me and my smile and i'm set for life. but if him and I are a story that never gets told If what he is, is a daydream I'll never get to hold, at least he'll know... he's wonderful, every little piece love. and when he finds everything he looked for, I hope his life leads him back to my front door.


but back to you, until you can smile without me, you're never getting anywhere honey can't you see you don't belong with me have you ever thought just maybe you don't belong with me... did you give that thought a chance, did you realise i wouldn't stay... do you know that i'm just someone come into your life to change your views a tad so your fate falls and you find something, just because i showed you how to look for it. ever think maybe im gonna leave someday and you're gonna be here, wishing i was here too, and i will be there with a guy loving me and a smile across my face and you'll be here another tear sliding down your face... and i won't remember you... did you ever think that? did you ever think maybe this is silly and naive... you believe what i feel for him is the same as what i won't believe you feel for me... but it's not it's my kinda love. i always knew i was a wanderer never gonna stay... and so when i let myself love i put the limitations on it my way, i couldn't let myself hurt like that. i be loving him now cause it's fun and i like it.... but i can't believe it cause i know i'm leaving although i wanna feel it i play it all like one big game pretending it's for a laugh so the reality never sinks in so when i go i don't want to stay. so i won't say, one rainy day "stupid girl i should've know, i should've known" so i won't cry years from now when i'm still thinking what could've been. I know it's love but i treat it like a crush cause that's what you do when they're not yours to give love too. don't you understand, you're not proving me anything except how much you're gonna hold me down here. i be a wild horse with no reins baby you can't ever control me you can't ever have me completely cause my stops not for awhile now... so i'm having fun, why don't you?


cause this ain't a fairy tale, and waiting forever, won't bring me around.

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