i'll hurt you

well i was a dreamer before him and it let me down, so you think you've got a chance i say never. so you think i'll come around i say never, so you think there must be good in me somewhere i say no. it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around. i'm done with that part, at least for the period in my life that i'll know you for, you know i'm leaving when i'm through with this school. you know im leaving and not coming back. so can't you let it go now, can't you realise soon you'll forget me anyway when i leave you behind to miss me and im moving on with life, will it take that before you understand? will it? really?


well all you want is just to be wanted... so can't you see, you won't get that from me, not now, and later you won't know me... later i won't be in your life. can you see the reality of the future. this year, next year... and then that's it, can't you see it. then we're through here, then i'm through here and i'm leaving it behind... thats not even 2 years left before we won't see each other ever again... maybe if you dropped it now, by then you wouldn't care. maybe if you dropped it now, both of us will never look back, instead of only me not looking back and you watching me go.


2 years... not even oh shit.


all this time i was wasting hoping someone else would come around, so i gave u all these chances everytime and all you did was let me down, and you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around. this is the last straw don't wanna hurt anymore. you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you like i did before, no you're not sorry. now get down on your knees beg for me i dare you. show me your weakness and i'll show you my strengths... show me how i hurt you and I'll walk away. show me how you cry and i'll throw tissues at your feel. you'd tell me everything i'd need to hear, i shouldn't have to ask for anything better... you'd tell me i looked beautiful even when i cried... but i'd miss screaming and fighting and running in the rain being with you would drive me insane, i can't be ontop of things and run it myself, can't tell you how it's gonna be.



that's the way it is boy. let it go, or watch me walk away.