i just realised

it was you! of course it was you. two people knew and only you would do something like that. FUCK YOU! i can't believe you would, i didn't realise you'd do something like that to try and hurt me, i didn't realise you'd get back at me so harshly, right where you VERY WELL KNOW it hurts... i can't believe you would do that. but you did... and now you've settled my yet to be decided opinion of you. i thought just parts of you were annoying that i couldn't take all the time but no, no turns out you're just an ass like i thought. turns out caring for someone doesn't stop you going out to upset their privacy, turns out, i feel sorry for whoever decides to love you back one day. I am so angry right now, i can't believe you would OMFG! it just shows, the fact that it wasn't said, that he has a tad more heart then you you stupid boy. you went out and unwound my security walls for everyone to see... thanks a fucking lot.