I'ts just cause i hate you

you look like a fool to me, but that's just to me, the way you're acting like somebody else gets me frustrated.

life's like this, but you can't go with what you get... why can't you just go with it. i'm even starting to want to blame this on friken pms, but of course me being fucking abnormal i can't. so no, guess i'm just a grouch... who's stuck in a foul mood. i wanna cry, i wanna scream, i wanna throw something and smash things... but i don't i just sit, meditate (y) might as well... don't want that negative emotion hanging around. my eyes hurt, haven't slept in days, my stomach hurts because i've made myself sick too much, too shaken up inside just doesn't seem to be good for me.

there's no point even blogging, cause i have no point... it's simply just that, a bad, pointless mood... that's getting annoying and has been hanging around too long. i don't like sitting at night curled up in the corner of my bed wishing for the morning to hurry along... i don't like that being upset makes me physically ill, i'm kinda over it, i don't like wishing people would stfu and tell someone else their problems for once... i don't like being so down.

i'm over the mood already! can i go back to a happy mood swing now please :(