OMFG

Don't tell me you're like them too! you don't understand the pain you're causing me right now. you're my best friend... that close friend that everyone needs... now i don't know if you care about me nearly as much, but i know that i need you. and now you're leaving me too. just like them. just like the fuckers i hate on now. just like the people who were the ones making life difficult for me, the ones i could cry to you about.
what you said to me today, i've heard it before... and it broke my heart... i heard it before from this guy, this guy i loved. and i fell apaart. now my best friend says the same thing... almost exactly... how do you think that makes me feel. So maybe you're all bullshit, maybe everything you ever said was bullshit I DON'T KNOW. all i know is you're dumping me here just like him. i know that if you do, i'll fall apart like never before. I won't have someone there to help me back... you were the only one who did it right... you think you hurt me and that you're bad. but i know and you should know i wouldn't hang around if that was so, i thought i proved that with what i've done before. i'm tougher then i look, stronger then you think and wiser then you give me credit. im not some baby girl who needs to be kept on a cushion in a glass case. i can fight, i can play... i can... i can I CAN! so

why do you ditch me now... who is it up there... that is determined to take from me, everything i love... to leave me without anyone close... to leave me with so many missing pieces, i should have seen it coming, i knew they wouldn't leave me till they'd taken everything... why did i forget, why did i forget that you were the single most important thing to me right now... why did i forget that of course i can't keep you. you're too good to be true, you're too good for me. and now you're breaking my heart again, my best friend... you left me here and i don't know wat to do if you finish and walk away like you say...

you tell me, look around and see people i didn't realise... fine leave me here, it just shows how much you care. fine leave me it just shows YOU CHOSE HIM OVER ME YOUR SO LAME. i'm in tears! don't you get it, you're making me mad, i don't want to be angry at you, but you're leaving me alone.... like any other loser i've known. how could you HOW COULD YOU. i love ya like a brother, you're my best friend. but i guess i don't deserve it so you're being removed. i guess i have to accept it. i guess thats all ive fucking got to say