someone gets it

your joining this program already in progress.

round one he'll ask me on a date and round two i'll primp but wont be late because round three is where we kiss inside his car wont go all the way but i'll go pretty far

he's right... i shouldve just decided straight away. i shouldn't have tried it. i shouldn't have been curious, i should have known love wasn't for me and left it before i ruined it for someone else. i shouldn't have hoped that my luck would change, i shouldn't have been so selfish to try to make things better for me when i wasn't sure, when i wasn't positive... when there was a chance of completely crushing someone as someone once crushed me.

do i wear classic or vintage or plaid!?

do i go movie star glamorous sassy or sweet??
the amount of destruction i seem to cause is inexcusable... someone help me, someone help the poor people that actually care about me at all... the people i hurt the most.

i can't see how people look at me and smile when they know the truth.



what upsets me more... is i can't stay upset for long, i'm upset when i think of it but 5 seconds later im laughing... how shallow can i be.

but hey it's good for me