circled and fell

so wot the hell just happend. i woz doing all good, things were fine now suddenly everythings complicated. so what the hell just happened. i was laughing again with new closer friends now suddenly everythings complicated again. so what the hell just happened. i was moving on, i was healing again now everythings crashing back down. so what the hell just happend. i'd fixed myself, glued in the fallen pieces now everthings crashing back down again. so what the hell just happened. i was smiling for a reason that actually made me happy now suddenly im smiling bcoz of u. so what the hell just happened. i was fine on my own supporting my own weight and now suddenly im smiling becoz of u again.SO WOT THE FUCKING HELL JUST HAPPENED