just once...

just once i would like to smile without a secret... just once i'd love to say a sentence without one lie... just once i'd like to look you in the eyes and be honest... just once i wish i could be for real.

just once i'd like to run and scream, free and alive... just once i'd like to let loose all bottled inside... just once i want to believe what you say to me... just once i'd like to be me.

i want to smile and laugh and be free, i want you to know the real me. i wish i could tell the truth. i wish so much of my life wasn't a lie. i wish so much... so selfishly... but don't we all...