how

how do u leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart. if anyone knows the answer tell me :) how could i hope and never see that foolish dream was destroying me. how i could i lie and defend you for so long when i knew what u would do. now if i can write that and no its all true... how can i end up right back where i swore id never be again. how can i wish for things that once were great but made me feel so sick. there once woz a little dirt road that led directly to my heart. 2 found it, one broke it, and fuk now its stuk in a sand storm.