me

emo: if that means being emotional then yes I am
depressed: if that means going to the doctor and a million different clinics for help then yes i am
in love: if that means getting butterflies and loving his smile then yes i am
tired: if that means no sleep for 4 nights and feeling like your life has become a marathon then yes I am
lonely: if that means missing everything you ever had and knowin it's not about no one caring for you, but about you not caring for anyone anymore then yes i am
hurting: if that means feeling wounds in your heart burning long after they should have healed then yes i am
hating: if that means dreading and feeling violent then yes, yes i am
scared: if that means scared to shut your eyes at night, scared to walk out of the house and scared to feel... then yes i am


my vice: i get bored of people.


my advice: don't get to know me, then i won't be able to know you enough to get bored of you.


fallen, yes i have falled his smile keeps calling me back again.
someone knew, someone else who gives me butterflies... someone who it doesn't hurt to love. it feels fresh and free and that one part of me is smiling. if nothing else is worth it, love always must be. if every other part of me might as well be dead... it's worth it if my heart still goes on