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ooo angry maddy.

nobodies perfect, nobody is expected to be... and please enjoy yourself arguing that statement, but nobody is. so stop trying so hard to be perfect. you're attempts make you look more feeble and desperate then you really are. you give yourself a bad name, when you could be so much more. you are such a sad little kid what else could i do but help you out a bit. get up, get off the ground away from the underneath of other peoples feet and start living. sure helping people is good, but i help people, everyone helps people... while still living. you can't give your life to someone else's needs, you only have one life to work so who cares if it's not perfect. we all go wrong, it's what makes our stories interesting. imagine someone trying to read your story, it would be dead boring... all about a push over that will make people just want to slap you and scream LIVE A LITTLE.

there's a bar, at one end there's people only looking out for number one, at the other there's people completely ignoring their own needs and wants to look out for number 4000001.
it's best to sit somewhere in the middle. You're going to waste your time here if you're helping others and forgetting yourself. sure you're putting yourself to good use, but what a life to remember hai? when you're on you're death bed. and you realised, you have nothing for yourself. all these other people outthere sure will but you won't. is it really enough for you to lie there dying, with no one caring about you thinking... "i had a good life look at all the people i helped. even if none of them are here now" you must be so empty inside. i hurt just thinking of how lonely it must be for you, and then i won't to shout at you because you do this by choice.

every second of every minute of every day of your life that you let go by, can never be re-lived. remember that. it can never be re-done if it wasn't what you wanted