Sentimental Moments #5

Dear Dreams,

hmm... come true? Ahh I do not know what to say to my dreams... The dreams I have at night I want to beg them to be nice but I think it would be unwise to want them to come true. The dreams for myfuture, I want them to know that I want them with every fibre of my being and that I'm willing to work for them until I'm completely worn through.

Dreaming about a future is actually a lot of fun, and planning ways to achieve those dreams is what makes a day a day... so I spose I should point out how excellent dreams are at giving our lives a point.I often sit and think and go... why are we living? You know we're all going to die one day and who knows if there's anything after life so... why are we all trying so hard at life when it's just.. life. And then I remember my dreamsand these things I want to achieve even though I don't completely understand why and I realise that living out a pointless life hoping to achieve these things definately makes it worth it. It gives purpose and something to be done no matter where you live.

I want a lot of things, this is evident in the first sentence of this letter.... but I think when it comes to your dreams if you don't want them enough you simply don't deserve them, and just because they didn't come true definately doesn't mean you didn't deserve them but maybe just maybe you found something better along the way... I hope I can open my eyes and see it when the time comes