Sentimental Moments #22

Dear Someone I Want To Give A Second Chance To,

Dear S,
I s'pose it's just you. Anyone else who's hurt me I either got over or they apologised/ we fixed it, or I don't want to give them the second chance.
You were a bastard last year, and you probably didn't even know it haha. You realllllly upset me for a while... but it was because I read into things that weren't there, not because you tried to hurt me. But I mean, you do things I don't like and I s'pose I could say I'm giving you a second chance for those things. I'm not sure though if I'm giving you this chance to change, or for me to change my outlook and accept them. I want to give you a second chance for being a player, but that's not really my chance to give seeing as nothing really ever happened between us... I don't get to complain... I don't get to pretend you cared :P

I really want to give me a second chance, a second chance at going for you... one where I actually have the guts to go for you... instead of hoping you'll look up and notice me out of your own free will because that just simply isn't working for me at the moment. I get days when I think... maybe you're interested... and then days when I'm like LOOOL who am I kidding. Say yes or no... pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee