The thing is...

making my way down town walking fast faces pass and im home bound. staring blankly ahead just making my way through the crowd. look my typing changes colour how wonderful awesome!! =D well well well my little kiddies who read this crap... who is noone actually which makes me feel like a dawk for typing this... but anyhow im enjoying myself so i'll continue... isnt this year the greatest one ever!! oh wait sorry my conscience got to me, i was taught never to lie. THIS YEAR SUX =D ok that's better. Well my chikadees i wonder if anything for you has lately gone wrong... or maybe you're having an excellent year BECAUSE YOU STOLE ALL MY GOOD LUCK AND GOOD FORTUNE and all the other shit like that *evils*. im ok (y) calm. well well well i think maybe i sound slightly philosophical right now... maybe i listen to much to adam my best friend for life. :P who enjoys a robot on the phone's company better then mine! lol. i haven't written anything randomly uplifting for awhile... maybe never on this blog i cant remember i forgot what i posted. anywayz i think my shit sounds too depressing atm. and so i decided to start being random and uplifting again but first i have one downer paragraph please enjoy. (its this colour coz its depressing) well i have come to a revealation. things aren't just gonna get better. i have had an amazing life... why because i used up all the amazingness in the first 15 years. i have come to another conclusion that... nobody gives a shit, NOT EVEN ME... so why complain. my revealation is that i'm gonna get over myself now. ive spent way to much time on myself. and think about other people. they can take away my love, they can take away our money, they can take away my house, but they can't take away my spirit. SO... all you depressed schnoodles out there i will help you :) i get a kick outa that so make me feel better by helping you (y) dont be selfish and keep it to yourself. OK so back to uplifting im a happy chappy shit :D well. wosonmamind? well. actually a lot of things like how fail i am at contempory dance. i cant do the splits and that really hurt to try. *shakes hed* i'll stick to the tap dancing thanks. maybe u need a wake up call coz ur too comfortable u think because u bagged me u dont hav to work at all you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess. ladidadida xx