The music of my life

Every now and then we find a special friend who never lets us down. Who understands it all, reaches out each time we fall. You were that best friend that I’d found. I know you couldn’t stay, but part of you will never ever go away, your heart will stay. I made a wish for you, and I hoped that it would come true. That life would just be kind to such a gentle mind. I said if you lost your way, to think back on yesterday and remember me that way. You’re the missing piece I need, the reason that im singing, you’re the voice inside my head the reason I was smiling. I feel a kind of fear now I cant have you near. The first time I waved goodbye with an absentminded smile. Now you’re gone for good and I get a surge of that well known melancholy and I have to sit down for awhile. You see it was you and me moving at the speed of light. I remember all the nights we used to stay at home, on the phone, all night long. We used to talk about the things we really wanted to do, that was me and you. I remember how you used to say have no fear be ok. That anything I wanted was possible, we could have it all. And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives where we’re gonna be when we turn 25. I keep hoping things just haven’t changed keep on thinking things will always be the same. But now you’ve left this year and you wont be coming back. Now im moving on and I cant slow down our memories are playing like a film without sound. I keep thinking about that night back then I didn’t know much of love but it came too soon, with your hands in mine, when we were intertwined everything was fine. And who could believe, that this could be true, that this could be me, that this could be you. Then there was me and you and then we got real blue. We’d get so excited and we’d get so scared laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair. I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye, but now I know it was your time to fly. But now you see there’s no fear at all, you held my hand we took down that wall. and now im making my way down town walking fast faces past and im home bound. just staring blankly ahead making my way, just making a way through the crowd. i still need you. i still miss you. and now i wonder, if i could fall into the sky do you think time would pass me by coz you know id die a thousand times if i could just see you tonight. and on the day i fall in love skys will be a perfect blue and ill give my heart forever more to someone who is just like you. <3 p.s ryan is awesome