And how do you feel about that..

I feel empty.. Like my feelings just got so mixed up they done gone and left. 


I understand the saying about having a weight on your chest.. and needing to get it off. I feel like someone's constantly pushing on me, crushing my chest.


I feel like my stomach is trying to tie itself into knots, or curl up in a ball so it can hide away. 


I feel like during a day 3/4 of my smiles are fake..


I feel like I want a hug.. I want someone to take my hand and say that everything else doesn't matter for a second.. that for just a second I'm safe and someone's caring.


I want to believe I'm strong enough to do things, and that makes me feel like I might never be.