trying to find words to describe

i'm trying to find a someone, who's really just a no one, who lives cause i'm there someone... so far i've found no one.

why am i living to find a love, so true and always strong... when i'm fighting to run away and i won't stay too long.
it's hard at the moment to get words onto this... blog that rightly say how i feel, i am but 15 years old... soon to be 16. i can't make up my mind on anything... and no one can make up their mind on me.

im never fully complete unless I am in love... and this makes me feel guilty for needing more then just friends.

i lost my train of thought